Clench and release.

...this is what i am, this is what i want...

i am an april liquid
a soft, classical tune
dreaming of silence
longing for relaxation
          of my emotions and mind
yet, needing a scene, something cinematic
forgetting the little things that meant so much

i want the breath of august
a warm, beautiful rush
craving any affection
aching for feeling
          of the body and heart
and searching for a moment, anything realistic
losing everything that once held any interest