Before The World Goes Awry

A poem in one of my more vulnerable moments.

I need your strength…
I need it now before I lose my mind.
Before I scream..
Before I torment
But you aren’t here
What am I to do?
Am I to hide in the shadows
While the world goes awry?
I feel like dying..
I try to remember my promise
But I might not if this goes much further
I need your strength…
So desperately…
I need your strength
Before the world goes awry