| how long has it been since we were properly sober we tried to think it through over and over but we cant because were all starting to lose it we all hate this path even though we choose it its impossible to combat the massive addiction drugs are quite real they aint nothing fiction and theres nothing i can say or do to try and change it im just a pissed off kid whos trien to make it, in this world that gets always harder to live i always recieve but i can never give because it blows up all back in my face bits of my life thrown all over the place im going to die coz im always getting ill no one can help me coz im on the pill yo... its all so wierd how i ruin the lives of so many who are just trying to get by its not that hard to imagine me gone when i get the urge to just kill everyone yo... |