dying inside

this is the pain that i feel that i can only describe in these words

It hurts to think about it for a while
I try not to make a big deal out of it
I try to fake a smile.
But I know that tomorrow,
Will be the same
And every day
I start to fade away.

I gave them my trust
I was filled with hope
But they never cared,
They never knew
That I was hurt inside
But know is the time to open your eyes!



It looks like I’m alright
But every time I die a little more inside
I don’t say anything
And I try not to cry
I’m just pretending to be okay
Even though I’m living in a lie
I’m still dying inside…

Every day,
I try to go on.
I know that I’m not strong,
But I’m still moving on.
But I know that one day,
I won’t make it through,
Tomorrow’s another day,
But it never seems to be true.

There are no more surprises,
Every day’s the same,
At the end of every day,
I’m filled with pain.
I pretend to not mind when
You don’t notice me.
I try not to blow up when
You always exclude me.