I'm Sorry

Just the way I apologized to a dear friend.

I'm sorry that I hurt you.
I'm sorry for your pain.
I just don't know what happened
Inside my messed up brain.

I'm sorry for this chaos
That makes you feel so sad.
This wasn't supposed to happen,
And now I just feel bad.

I can't explain my feelings.
They're hard to understand.
One day you're just a good friend;
The next I want to hold your hand.

I know that I'm confusing.
I know my life is lame.
I'm sorry you got sucked into
My life's heartbreaking game.