Jaded

I could not begin to describe when theese feelings came over me or when they passed.

My life so cold and faded
My outlook crushed and jaded

As I look in all directions
I face my lonely resurrection

My dreams all that I grasp
And under them I start to gasp

I'm running out of time
But have no where to go
I'm coming to the edge of all that I know

I wish I could have loved so whole hearted
But all my cares are long departed

I will not fear jumping into the night
And into my salvations light

I've pushed you as far as you would go
And now I lay myself so low

The truth that set you free
Has brought me to my knees

I cannot repair all that I have done
Nor swear to you that I was the one
Who gave you this fear of all you hold dear

Now I lay me down in disgrace
With no hope of saving grace

With no faith or hope
I give up this fight
And pray I've not caused you too much fright