Suffer

Something was on my mind and I had to write it down

You know, out of everything, I feel the guilt the most.

It nags at me constantly, taunting me

All my faults ring, as though they want me to suffer

Suffer long.

I’m drenched in confusion.

How do I rid myself of this ring-this taunting- this suffering?

Do I fix my faults?

Make the best of them?

I’m lost on what to do

My conclusion absent still.

'Til it is found, the ringing and taunting continues

Drowning out all other feelings

Only feeling faults and regrets

'Til then, I’ll just suffer.

Suffer long.