Walking in the Darkness

A poem on walking alone in the world....

Walking in the darkness,
Away from everyone.
I am the forsaken,
Seen and loved by none.
Watching people's actions
Wishing I fit in.
Sometime I will try this,
But when do I begin?
Smile and laugh together
I watch the people's joy.
And if i try to join them,
I'm scared I will annoy.
After this rejection
Its back to dark I go.
Now so sad and lonely,
Wanting the right time to know.