| I can't think, or is it that I can't stop Fantasizing constantly, I am always dreaming Filling up too quickly with hope, I'm going to pop This constant state of wishing that's streaming I want an explosion, something exciting today Free my tapped mind from the zone it's kept in In and out of reality, there's too much to say I couldn't figure out exactly where to begin I would rather not share the thoughts held in me For fear of judgment, no one would understand A world of mixed colors another eye wouldn't see For them it would be too wild, or too bland I let myself bleed it out onto paper Feels so good to put it away Confiding in a journal is much safer Save it to go back to another day My childhood friend and it continues to be The security blanket I always keep with me Dreaming and reality is not hard to tell apart I'll tell you, I do it so much; It's become my little art |