my messenger

praying in vein

prayers sent unto heaven through time
the same old stories of riddles and rhymes
but it is not this time
so dismiss the perception that all is fine
for beyond this mask true chaos reigns Divine
on a playground of hate you will discover
that a soul has fallen and can not recover
self preservation my sin
loneliness a constant lover
love an emotion for which I'm denied
peace the illusion that makes me cry
so my prayer is for shelter
from all things unkind
a blanket if you will softly aligned
with out creature comfort i can get
by just send
a warm sense of truth
to know i may survive
not for my heart mostly for my mind
what choice do i have but to wait
for a messenger to arrive from
heavens gates.