Fate is just pessimism

A dark poem where somene just doesn't know where to turn, or what to do.

Fate is just pessimism

Will you please stop
it hurts so much
and i don't see the point anymore
abnormality is just conformity
nothing more, never less
just call me something i'm not
no one knows how to help
so they just don't

Throw me away because
i mean nothing
so treat me like an angel
then plunge the stake in my heart
and twist until it bleeds
nothing hurts anymore
so please don't cry
because i've been dying
for a long time

Here, take the knife
just to make sure
slit my wrists
i won't come back
i deserve every drop of hate
so i won't come back