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this is a poem i wrote to my eating disorder

I just want to get rid of you
the way you make me feel
get rid of you once and for all
so i can finally feel

you make me want to scream out loud
you make me want to cry
you make me wish, silently
that i would simply die

you make it hard to live my life
always being down
always feeling all alone
always with a frown

you keep my from all my friends
and leave me to my thoughts
you tell me all these stupid lies
and i believe what im taught

you make me look in the mirror
and put down what i see
tell me if i lose a little more
i'll be perfectly happy

you told me i was fine
that i would be okay
that i was on a little diet
that i was fat anyway

you ruined everything i worked for
you tore my life apart
you made me question everything
you really broke my heart

you may think, from what ive said
that you have finally won
but im ready to get over you
thats it, we're over, done.