inner feelings

about a relationship that haulted me from making even one step forward for a long time.

Memories of you trapt in my heart
the way you make me feel will forever be a part
of the way taht i have been living
i was constantly giving
everything that i had
it wasnt good enough you got upset, got mad
you broke me down in every possible way
i used to wake up and hurt inside, every day
you said no one will ever love me like you do
why did you do what you did if that were true
hurting my heart, messing with my head
killing me inside will all that you said
telling m ei was ugly, not worth anyones time
"no one else will want you, thats why your mine"
and i believed you for a monent, then opened my eyes
saw all there was to see then realized
you were insecure about yourself and took it out on me
too bad i couldnt me who you wanted me to be
im tired of dwelling on the past
ive got someone new and i think it has the potential to last
but if not i wont do what i did with you and cry over the pain
ill simply wipe my slate clean and start over again