Question God .....?

I apologize to those who take offfense.

I`m not perfect.I don`t claim to be,
But if I was,would you pray to me,
and if you did,what would you say to me?
That shit wouldn`t matter anyway to me.
It all sounds like another fantasy,....

On my mind and in my brain,
numbing me like novacaine.
Is it blasphemy or am I insane,
when I question god about all this pain,....

Surrounding me and the world today
Freewill of man has hell to pay.
And what would Jesus do anyway,
if a Catholic priest would of had his way,
Would Jesus Christ have turned out gay,....


Forgive me lord for the things I say,
it was my creator who made me this way.