My Past

I wrote it a few monts ago when I had been condemned by my enemies...

I’m not okay. I always thought I have overcome the pains, judgments, and being killed slowly due to condemnation but to say, I am definitely wrong. I’m still sacrificing for the fact that I’m still hopeless. I can’t live in this present life where everything is always complicated. I want to escape and to forget all the s*****ty things in my past. I want to be free and to hope for a new life. Yet what would I supposed to do? If every people behind my back ruined me, judge me, and always see my failures. Am I always be a loser?

No, Someday I will stand and prove to everybody the unexpected.