Slash me, Slay me

a poem about suicide, kind of dark... but we've all been there.

my heart beats lazily
inspired only by loneliness
my breathing's just a murmur
from lips that you once kissed

push me, pull me, over the edge
slash me, slay me, just make it stop

contemplation makes it harder
its time to stop this game
I got a date with the devil
my soul is his to claim

push me, pull me, over the edge
slash me, slay me, I'm ready to go

deeply etched in crimson
my fate's spelled out for me
shattered heart can't beat much longer
as I near the bitter end of my story

push me, pull me, over the edge
slash me, slay me, make it bleed

crouched in a dark corner
I wait to see if someone
will come and stop this pain
but my tyrant's finally won

push me, pull me, over the edge
slash me, slay me, send me to hell