Desperation speaks out

as and being adult with hard choices to make about their future.

As i look around me i am captive by a wall
so cold and hard
with no escape
I try to crawl out scraping my nails about
crying yet not to be heard.
suppressed by time and space
with hope for tomorrow gone
desperation sets in.
And the wall closes in
my breath getting shorter
my lungs burning with pain
again screaming for help
yet none to hear
yet none to care
where do i go from hear
held captive by my wall
wanting to leap upon it and escape
yet not wanting to care, for tomorrow will never come and it has left me in this state of desperation, where the only answer is
death.