Wilting Lilies in My Mind

This is a poem I wrote about a guy. It's kind of weird, but I hope you enjoy it.

You walk past me,
and don't even know I'm there;
I would die for you,
But you don't even care.

Nights I've lain and thought about you,
Have all gone to waste;
Because you don't even know me,
Just like I'm empty space.

Wish I could talk to you,
and tell you how I feel;
But pride takes over my mind,
Like a fish and a reel.

I wish you would look at me,
Even if just a passing glance;
I know that forever,
that feeling would last.

I see you holding her hand,
and I wish she were dead;
First I'd cut off her breasts,
Then I'd cut off her head.

And you can die too,
Just wait and see;
I'll kill you,
Before you kill me.