Fantasy Dinner Party

normally for questions like this, i would always answer sylvia plath. but events over the past few weeks have made me chage my mind. i would now like to invite my grandfather. he died three years from alcoholism, and if i could invite him back now, sober, i would like to ask him why he drank so much. why he was so horrible when he couldn't get a drink at 9am, and why he pushed his only grandchild away. this is something that has really upset me lately, as he had no-one except me and my mum, so i'd like to ask him why he pushed us away.
sorry if that's depressed you guys!!!