It's All Over But The Cryin'

I always take the easy road. It seems easier to continue smoking than to quit. I'm still thinking about it. I haven't told anyone so I don't have to feel like shit if I fail and let them down. That's what happened the last time "we" quit. I told everyone months in advance and there was a lot of hype. Once I cheated, I couldn't handle all the inquiries from friends and family folk. This time, nobody knows. I haven't even told Zoo. I doubt he'll read this entry cuz he's so damn busy with work and stuff. My date is still set for Jan 8 but my collar keeps choking me and I might die before then.

-Marv-