Red Opium.

I've decided that I can't be a part of this group or forum any more. Its too much of a trigger. I haven't cut in years, but the more I come around this forum, the more I think about it.

It is true that I still do other forms of SI. Its just that most of you cut (not that I am putting you down for that or anything) and I feel like I can't do anything for you, even though I remember being where you are. All it does is make me remember the release that I felt when I cut as well, and long for that again. If I were to start cutting again now, though, I would ruin everything that I have built in the past few years. Sorry, but I'm not going to throw all that away.

I'll still be around the other forums. I just can't take this one is all. I'm sorry.