Red Opium.

Wow, Nikaya. I had to reread your first paragraph and then check the signature on it again... because I could have written it. Just this week I've been forcing myself to get up and go out of the house.

I'm glad you posted your feelings, there's no need for appologies. Why does doing well make you feel bad? You may not know, and that's fine... but I'd like to hear more of your thoughts if you want to talk it out.

Megan