Megan's Blog City Journal

Ways I Am Hard On Myself

Prompt: Joy asked us to write about the way we are hard on ourselves.

My father-in-law died and my husband tried to save him by giving him CPR. He had to call 911 to learn how. I was already certified and I felt I should have been there to give him CPR but the EMT's said he would have died anyway. I still beat myself up over it.

My other kitty died of kidney disease and I took her to the Vet and did everything they told me to do. She died while started on IV's for the second time. This kitty I give fresh water twice a day and I should have done that with my other kitty. I have been hard on myself.

My son. Maybe I should have encouraged him to get a job that just needed a Bachelors instead of a PHD and he would have stayed in Indiana instead of taking the Psychologist's job in Minnesota.

I think above the above things a lot. If only and I wish. Why didn't I?

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