Midnite Journey

So I've started an ero...

So I've started an erotica story, but like most of my ideas, it comes and goes. I wrote about 3 lines of it and had to quit. I was on my way to work. So, of course,  focused on my duties of a cook, I lost the inspiration for my story. Well my inspiration was at home , but you know what I mean right? Anyway, now that I'm off work for two days, I don't have that want to write it again. For brief moments I get a little voice saying, "there's inspiration right there. Use it, damn you!"  But alas, nothing. I'm not one of those writers who uses an outline or even sets up characters and all that before writing, I just start writing and I write on paper before ever putting it in my computer. Of course, it changes once I start actually putting it into a story here. My brain kicks into overdrive and the words on paper are just thoughts or suggestions to a much better write I have ahead of me. Make sense? New descriptions, even better descriptive words and emotions and such always work their way into my brain as I'm writing the final piece. Is that common?


It also doesn't help that I'm shy in the area of erotica. Yes, even after writing a few, I'm still quite shy when it comes to reading it, let alone writing about it. I worry that I say too much or what I describe sounds more pornish than erotic or it's not erotic enough. It's more frustrating than you think, believe me! Maybe I should leave erotica alone, since writing something shouldn't be so hard or frustrating, right?


Anyway, we shall see. Maybe in the next 48 hours or so, I'll get the motivation back to write even just a little more of my erotica story.   If not, I'm sure I'll be writing something, even if it's a review. Hey, that's still writing ain't it!?