Thoughts

Cold

There is sudden cold in the air. A blanket wrapped around the city. Cold fingers touching every part of my body. A cold smell in the air. You can see, feel, taste, smell even hear the cold. Cold winds singing, whispering all around me. A silence that breaths it into even my soul. I feel restless. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't even feel like smoking. My favourite little bad habit... Is it the weather? Or is something else keeping me from being myself? Why do I have this feeling of numbness inside me, around me taking over every part of my being?