Fighting the Current

thunderstorms

Shivering from the cold. Been getting chills all day though.

Survived my first night as a library page. Not that tough, I've just got to focus.

Roiling thoughts again, damnit. It's like watching a time-lapse thunderstorm. By the time I try to even verbalize them for myself, they're almost gone again.

Spent over two hours earlier trying to get this computer to run better. And there is no noticeable difference.

I can get so cynical when I'm tired.

Headache right around my eyes again, shooting through my skull. I don't like headaches at all. Pain in general sucks.

My major weakness: succumbing to fears.

Wow, I just recently realized that I had been hearing a word in a song that was nowhere within that section of the song. I've been mouthing the words along with it for a good few weeks now, and bam! that word was apparently never in there. Maybe it was in the movie version?... I hope?...

And why the hell does virtually everyone else have normal dreams?! Serve for entertainment later at least...

Too tired to continue...