My Right Patella Recovery

Scared!!!!

I am nervous about my appointment on Thursday. I fear that the leg is still broken or re-broken because of my fall several days ago. I can't get my mind off the fact that each time when the doctor was about to turn me loose or had turned me loose something bad has happened.

The whole thing is turning into my little circus act. The one ring circus act of 'Let's see what can go wrong' now. A number of things could go wrong but I am not going to list them for fear they may actually come true.

The only thing I care about is what my doctor says on Thursday -- I just hope he has good news.

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I am more myself in solitude.
For in solitude I am myself.
-(c)Melia Benjamin, August 2000

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