My sweet Love, My eternal pain.

why?

you told me that you wanted a MONTH.....a month baby....Now, don't get me wrong...I still love you.
But a month of knowing that you were telling me every morning that you love me, and sleeping with another man every night?
dammit man....
you knew I couldn't accept that before you wrote it down....you know my soul and ethereal being...

{without a doubt, better than myself}

and so I made myself very clear that I could not accept that, and yet you went ahead with it anyways, knowing what would happen.
yet you say that I made up your mind for you?
baby, I love you, BUT take your head outta yer arse.

you knew I would not back down this time, but yet it happened anyways.
show me someone that would have forgiven ALL of this mess we have made.
I'm not mad baby.
I am disappointed as hell.