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Chapter 18 The labor began at dawn, fierce and unforgiving. Kamal paced the hospital corridor, his prayers a desperate whisper. Inside, Munira fought—hours of struggle, the doctors' voices urgent, machines beeping their anxious rhythm. Rayyan waited in the waiting room with Shahana Khala, who had arrived uninvited, her presence a coiled spring of ill intent. "Your Ma might not make it," Shahana murmured, too low for others to hear. "Then where will you be? Back with real family, perhaps?" Rayyan's hands clenched in his lap. He said nothing. He simply pictured Munira's face, the way she'd looked at him that first morning after his fever, the way her arms had felt around him. He held that image like a shield. Twelve hours. Eighteen. Twenty-two. Finally, a cry—thin, furious, alive. Kamal emerged, weeping. "A daughter. Munira is weak but stable. She's asking for Rayyan." Shahana's face soured. Rayyan didn't see. He was already running. Munira lay pale against white pillows, her hand extended. In the crook of her arm, a tiny bundle—dark hair, clenched fists, wrinkled face screwed up in protest. Rayyan approached slowly, reverently. "Ma?" "I'm here, shona." Her voice was a whisper, but her eyes held the same warmth. "Come meet your sister." He climbed onto the bed carefully, fitting himself against her side like he'd done since he was two. Munira adjusted the baby so he could see. "This is Ayna," she breathed. "Mirror. Because she'll reflect everything you teach her." Rayyan's finger hovered over the baby's cheek. Ayna's hand shot up, grabbing his finger with surprising strength. Her eyes—dark, searching—found his face and held. "She knows me," he whispered. "She knows you," Munira confirmed. "She's been listening to you for months. All those stories. All that love." Kamal entered, his eyes red but shining. He leaned down, kissing Munira's forehead, then Rayyan's, then the baby's. "My three. My whole world." {/} Recovery was slow. Munira's body had endured too much. For weeks, she could barely stand. Simple tasks exhausted her. The apartment, once managed with ease, became a mountain. Rayyan climbed it daily. He woke before school to bring her tea—carefully carried, slightly spilled, absolutely perfect. He fed Ayna while Munira rested, holding the bottle with the same solemn focus he'd once used for block towers. He changed diapers without being asked, washed dishes without complaint, read stories to his sister in the voice Munira had once used for him. "You're13 years old," Kamal said one evening, finding Rayyan swaying with exhaustion as he rocked Ayna to sleep. "You should be playing. Resting." Rayyan looked up, his face serious. "Ma rested when I was small. She held me when I was sick. She waited at Munu's Spot every day." He glanced at the baby. "Ayna needs me. I'm her big brother." Kamal's throat closed. He knelt beside his son, pulling him and the baby into his arms. "I'm so proud of you," he whispered. "Your mother—both your mothers—would be so proud." The relatives circled like vultures. Shahana Khala arrived daily with "help" that was really assessment—watching for cracks, waiting for Rayyan to break under the weight. She made pointed comments about "real mothers" and "real sons" and "what happens when the new baby becomes the favorite." Chacha Jamil sent articles about stepmothers abandoning stepchildren. His wife whispered to Rayyan about "options" and "other family" and "don't you want to live where you're truly wanted?" Rayyan listened to all of it with the same calm face. Then he went back to caring for his family. |