| This is not for BCoF. This is for me. I usually write in Scrivener before posting in WdC, but I'm afraid if I did that I might be tempted to delete it. I'm writing this to sort of test out some of my beliefs. On the one hand, I do not, can not, believe in god. The story just doesn't make sense and there's too many contradictions. I'm not going to enumerate here and now, maybe in some future entry. On the other hand, I've experienced enough personal incidents and events that, in their totality, I have trouble attributing to coincidence. So where do I go from here? At the moment, I'm leaning toward a third option, a something in-between possibility. Not an omni-everything single entity, and yet not nothing. Perhaps there are one or more non-human forms of beings who share the universe with us. I think I'll stop here for today, and carry on in a few days. |