Voice Lessons

Purpose?

Why do I always feel like I need to justify myself? Even when no one is asking. And then I wonder why isn’t anyone asking? It’s like not only have I given up but so has everyone else. No one expects anything from me so I don’t need to justify myself. I can’t decide if I like that or not.

I’ve lost several friendships. Several really close heartbreaking friendships. Looking back I can see what the were seeing and how my actions may have affected them. But they never told me or gave me a chance to rectify it. My friendship wasn’t enough for them to work on it with me. It’s like they took what they needed from me That didn’t want to work.