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Gratitude When You Feel the Worst

Today is Wednesday, which makes this another chemo day.

Meds, the an hour with my therapist. Today, the pain and fatigue is too much. I came here to simply blog about what I am grateful for, hoping that act alone will help propel me a little further than my bed.

Shall we commence?

1. the fridge, freezer and cupboards are full. I can whip up any number of dishes in matter of half an hour. That helps me feel like I am in control.

2. Rick and Zoe's care for me when I am feeling bad is top notch.

3. Libraries near us that have dvd copies of shows we want to watch that aren't streaming anywhere.

4. Chemo that is probably helping the rheumatoid reactions in my body. I am not thankful for the side effects.

5. Being oversaturated with things to resell that I did not have to pay for.

6. The ability to take cat naps. My circadian rhythm is quite generous to allow a mid day nap, and my internal alarm clock that wakes me after twenty minutes.

7. The oodles of cds and playlists I found from my past that are so good.