Take Up My Cross Journal

Loathing Life

Prompt: Have you ever gone through a season where you loathed your life? Did you run towards God or away from him?

Yes. When I was working in mental health. CEOs dont care about staff or the patients. The patients were mean. Some were sweet and I Ioved them. I tried to love them all but it was rough. I always prayed to God and I still do. God would let things get better but it was never good. When my house burned down, I felt God didn't care but he did.We got a new house and things were good with that. I pray to God all the time and hope he will turn my anxiety to trust and faith and things will be good for us all. I don't want to hate my life. I am not giving the devil the satisfaction. He isn't taking my joy. I run towards God. I hope he gets back to me soon.