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| As I was getting ready to leave work last night my manager (Donna) suggested if I wanted too I could bring Alessia to work with me for the rest of the week so she could familiarise herself with the building and what would be expected of her if she came to work with me, At home over dinner I brought up the subject about working with me and she jumped at the chance, she came over and gave me a big cuddle and thanked me, I had to remind her it wasn't a certainty she'd get the job as I didn't know what was happening with my colleague, Inside my feelings were hurt as she went to cuddle and kiss Rosie, I realised if Alessia was taken on she'd be in quite a good position with a good salary, That I was happy with, but it would increase the amount of money between her and Rosie, Things could backfire on me regarding my idea of getting Alessia involved with the other lesbian girls at work with the hope she'd connect with one of them and realise a relationship with Rosie was not a good idea after all, I've had Alessia with me at work today and she's thoroughly enjoyed the experience, I don't usually use the canteen but I thought Alessia should see it, I'd chosen a time when I knew some of the lesbian girls would be on their break, Alessia noticed the girls and made a small comment, I didn't push the matter but at least she knew there were lesbian's working here, Donna came to see us just before we left and asked how the day had gone, Alessia just replied she'd had a great day and enjoyed the work given to her, Donna was pleased and mentioned my colleague should be informing her tomorrow about whether she'd be resigning or staying, At the moment Alessia's just finishing off a few things then we can head for home, I have mixed feelings about my two daughters, I want Alessia to be cuddled and loved by Rosie and pleased to see each other but not as lovers, As for me,I'm just hoping Lisa has a nice warm bath waiting for me, Even better if she joins me. |
| With it being Wednesday it's usually a quiet time at work being midweek, I'm in front of everything I need to do and I'm having an unusual bonus of an afternoon break, I'm pleased I've had an easy day today, it's enabled me to recharge my batteries after Lisa absolutely wore me out last night in bed, Apparently though the pub visit and bar meal was a celebration, Lisa pulled out from her handbag the first picture we'd ever had taken of us together, The picture always took pride of place on Lisa's bedside cabinet, It was a picture I saw all the time and for both of us brought joyful memories, Also she'd been looking through her diaries and photo albums, She then realised it was about this time 37 years ago the picture was taken, The significance of this was it was the first time I'd wore make-up, a wig, knickers and a dress, It was the start of becoming Susie, Lisa's sister and best friend, We'd never really thought about it before but it was nice we could have a quiet meal and drink to celebrate, Lisa also suggested we save up for 3 years and have a big celebration for 40 years together, That would be our Ruby anniversary symbolising, passion, devotion and eternal love. I did point out the fact we never really celebrated our wedding anniversary, The reply to that was well we're going to from now on, I couldn't argue with that, As we were about to leave the pub Lisa mentioned the fact we were both 43 years old, WOW, 37 years together. |
| Lisa and I slept in our house last night, We live next door to Lisa's mum (Melissa) where we'd spent the weekend, We sort of shared houses having parties, dinners etc, The girls, (Alessia and Rosie) stayed at Melissa's which meant a bit of peace and quiet for us, Before bed Lisa and I bathed together before putting on our nighties, I could tell by Lisa's actions she wanted pleasured, Nicely snuggled up in bed Lisa mentioned how nice it was to have Sarah stay for the weekend and how much she enjoyed their girly fun, also how much she enjoyed it when I joined both of them later, I have to admit it was enjoyable being with both of them, The thing was she was trying to get round me being all touchy, tender and loving and asked if it was possible for Sarah to stay with us a lot more, I asked her if she was getting tired of me and she assured me that wasn't the case as she loved me more than ever, It was just she enjoyed the fun the three of us had, To keep the peace I agreed she could come and stay maybe once every 6 or 8 weeks, That's all she wanted to hear and for the next hour gave me amazing satisfaction, Today though at work was another hard day with my colleague still off, The good news was she'd phoned in and said she should have a better idea about returning to work but if she couldn't she'd have to resign, That wasn't really what I wanted to hear but it was maybe the opening to be able to get Alessia a position working with me, I wanted Alessia to work with me, but I had other ideas, I thought I could introduce her to some of the lesbian girls at work where she might be able to join in with their scene, It was a ploy to maybe/hopefully split Alessia and Rosie up, I felt awful planning this but they were my daughter's, I had to try something, I wanted Melissa's help but she seemed quite happy for Tulisa-rose to be in a relationship with Alessia, I suppose it all boiled down to whether my colleague would be staying on at work, As I left work Lisa was stood waiting for me, I was overjoyed seeing her, she was just what I needed, A nice big hug after a hard day at work, Lisa informed me we were going to the pub for a drink and bar meal, We went into the lounge bar of the pub and sat with our drinks in the corner, Lisa was being very loving towards me, She put her arm around me and kissed me on the lips, The lounge wasn't busy but there were a few raised eyebrows as we kissed, As we were chatting I put my hand on her leg, She was wearing suspenders, I looked at her, she just looked back with that naughty smirk she had, I now knew the night was going to be special. |
| I'm back at work and not happy, my colleague is still off and I've got a hangover from the weekend, It was lovely having Sarah stay for the weekend, Lisa, Sarah and myself were all giggly while cleaning our teeth on Saturday night, It was special having Sarah staying with us and sharing our bed, It was really cosy the three of us snuggled up together and Sarah knew exactly how to satisfy Lisa and myself, In fact the three of us were content after our frolics before we slept, We woke Sunday morning in a tangle of bodies and satisfying each other before going for breakfast, Alessia and Rosie were already up snuggled up together on the sofa, I think looking around at our faces we'd all had a good night in bed, we all looked radiant, It wasn't long before Melissa and Emma appeared, Surprisingly Emma didn't look bleary-eyed but wide-eyed with a satisfied look on her face, We all pooled together to make breakfast, While having breakfast Melissa suggested we stay in our nighties until about 1 o'clock, bathe and change into our England shirts, We were all excited because it was the women's Euro final between England and Spain, Once we'd had breakfast we sat outside with coffee, I could sense the day ahead was going to be fun with plenty of food and drink, Not only that but we were all touchy/feely so I expected occasional sloping off to the bedrooms, We sat in the garden all morning, It was nice lounging around just in our nighties drinking coffee until it was time to bathe, Melissa called us to say the bathroom was free, It was fun, Lisa, Sarah and myself squeezed in the bath together but we didn't care we were enjoying ourselves, We dried off and went to get dressed, Melissa shouted to wear short skirts, I put on my knickers and even though I'd wore a bra for years it still felt special every time I put the straps over my shoulders and fastened the hook and eyes, I still felt a bra was the sign of femininity, Alessia and Rosie joined us after they'd bathed to tuck into chicken salad sandwiches with a glass of wine, We really looked the part in our England shirts and short skirts, I especially liked the skater skirts Lisa and I were wearing, After our sandwiches we went into the garden with glasses of wine to just relax, Emma was sat about 8 feet away opposite me and she made it very clear she was commando, I know I'd been unfaithful but I'd had a few liaisons with Emma in the past and she was reminding me she was still available, The afternoon was going well and kick off time was slowly getting closer but still nearly 2 hours away, the glasses kept filling up with wine, None of us asked, but Alessia and Rosie were the first to slope off for some intimacy, With all the girls wearing short skirts I was getting a lot of glimpses of different coloured knickers and in Emma's case, None, I could feel my insides warming up, Lisa went to the toilet which let Sarah move into the lounger next to me and started running her finger tips up and down my arm, On Lisa's return she noticed Sarah stroking me, she didn't sit down but took hold of our hands and we made our way to the bedroom, 5 minutes past when Melissa shouted she'd call all of us at 4:30, It was 3:30 so gave us an hour to once again get acquainted, Melissa gave the call, "come on girls it's 4:30", We tidied ourselves up and all of us appeared on the landing at the same time, With cheeky grins and Rosey cheeks we looked at each other knowing we'd all been satisfied, We poured more wine and settled down to watch the football, The game was nerve racking and by the time extra time was upon us the six of us were all cuddled up on the sofa, Penalties were now needed, We were cuddled up, clinging each other, nervous, hearts beating fast, Chloe Kelly scored the winner, We screamed and we were a mass of bodies on the sofa, We were Euro champions again, Once we'd calmed down the Champagne came out, The six of us sat on the sofa to watch the trophy presentation, Two large bottles of Champagne drunk, We looked at each other and knew what was next, taking our partners we retired upstairs to score, When we were all satisfied we had a pizza supper and of course more wine, The rest of the evening was spent chatting and reflecting on the excellent day we'd just had, Lisa, Sarah and myself gave the girls a kiss and retired upstairs, We changed into our nighties and climbed into bed, I felt Lisa's and Sarah's hands on me, We weren't finished yet, Sitting here on my lunch break I'm thinking of going to a higher manager with a proposal of getting Alessia a position of work with me, Tulisa-rose is Ok because she's a receptionist with a solicitors, But my job is too demanding to have a colleague off for this length of time. |
| When we arrived home from the lovely trip to the beach it was all hands on deck washing up and preparing food for the evening ahead, We all had showers and freshened up with the decision that mini dresses were to be worn, Glasses of wine were poured, some quiet background music played as we chatted amongst ourselves, the mood was one of happiness, There was a knock on the door, We all knew who it was, Lisa jumped up in a flash to go and answer it, Sarah came and greeted us and Lisa poured her a glass of wine, Lisa took her hand and they sat outside, Lisa only had eyes for Sarah, I could see in Lisa's face how amorous she'd become, not half an hour had passed before Lisa took Sarah's hand and they sloped off upstairs, The rest of us carried on with the party with Melissa taking hold of me to dance with her, Whispering in my ear Melissa wished she could take me upstairs, I just smiled at her knowing if we could we'd be in bed, Alessia and Rosie decided it was time to start the food and told me to inform Lisa pizzas would be ready soon, About 20 minutes passed when Lisa and Sarah rejoined us all, I was pleased to see how fresh faced and radiant they both looked, they'd obviously had a pleasurable time together, The party was going well with pizzas, nibbles and wine enjoyed by all, It was getting late so myself, Lisa and Sarah decided to change into our nighties for the last hour before retiring to bed, Sarah for quite a while during the evening gave her attention between myself and Lisa, She took my hand and we joined Alessia and Rosie dancing, She put her hands on my shoulders playing with the shoestring straps of my nightie, I responded putting my hands on her waist gently stroking the soft satin of her nightie, Sarah was making me feel warm inside and I looked over to Lisa who realised we wanted more from each other, She didn't waste any time and announced we were retiring to bed, We kissed and cuddled the girls, wished them a pleasant evening and headed upstairs to bed. |
| I was hoping for a lie-in this morning as it was the weekend and I'd had a busy week, but no, Rosie and Alessia had other ideas, Bursting in the bedroom jumping on Lisa and myself, Good job we were decent, They were both happy and full of joy, It reminded me when they were younger and they'd come and jump on us, but this was two young adults, (25 and 28 years old), It was nice though and we both received cuddles and kisses, We were told not to be too long as they were starting breakfast and wanted all of us to go out for the day, That put a stop to any ideas Lisa and I had for some early morning fun, As we headed downstairs we were joined by Melissa and Emma, Emma as always looking bleary-eyed, The smell of breakfast, WOW, the girls new how to win our hearts, Breakfast was brought out and we all had a thoroughly good fill, Melissa asked what was going on, Gypsy skirts and tops, bikinis and swimsuits, we're going to the beach, Lisa and I wore long white gypsy skirts with short puff sleeved white tops, The others wore a mix of red,pink and white, The cars were loaded with cool boxes full of food and drink and we headed off, We were going to a secluded beach about 20 miles away, I knew what this was all about, it was Alessia and Rosie wanting a family day, an exercise for the rest of us to accept their decision to become lovers, The day was absolutely enjoyable, we all had fun and relaxed, It was a peaceful area the girls had chosen, Emma was happy, she could sunbathe naked, in fact Melissa took her top off, Lisa didn't get upset but I could tell something was on her mind, We packed the cars up and headed for home, Because Melissa and Rosie had been driving they couldn't drink so we decided to have a pizza party, The day had been a huge success and there was tonight and tomorrow to come especially tomorrow because the Lionesses were in the Euro final against Spain, It was going to be a great weekend, Halfway home Lisa rang Sarah to make her way to our house for a party and sleepover, Now I knew what was on Lisa's mind. |
| When I returned home from work last night the first thing I noticed was the smell of cooking, then the sound of laughter, Lisa greeted me with a hug and kiss and was cheerful, Melissa, Emma, Rosie and Alessia were dressed in evening dresses and looked very glamorous, Lisa and I were told we had 45 minutes to get ready, We bathed together then dressed, Lisa in a long red dress and I wore a long black dress, Downstairs we were given a glass of wine and we took our seats at the dining table, Food was served and delightful it was too, But the main topic of conversation was Alessia and Rosie, About 6 months earlier and 4 weeks apart Alessia and Rosie had split up with their long term boyfriends, Seeking comfort they turned to each other, they had shoulders to cry on, All of their lives they'd slept together but the comfort they sought turned to affection and being in the same bed they became intimate resulting in the situation that they are now in a relationship, It was only a few weeks ago I'd noticed they were touchy/feely, but their feelings for each other were now in the open, They made it very clear to us they'd found the person they wanted to be with, The evening had actually gone very well with no arguments, in fact the atmosphere was like it used to be, We were all happy, yes the wine was flowing but the main thing was we felt like a close family again, We'd agreed with the girls they could be together on the condition their relationship was kept under our roofs, they could also hold hands or be arm in arm outside due to them being family but under no circumstances could they show intimacy in public, Obviously they were extremely happy and there were hugs all round, I'm here at work having my lunch short staffed again with my thoughts, The main thing I'm happy about is the girls are still living at home, For now anyway. |
| Yes another day at work and my colleague is still on sickness, It's challenging doing two people's work but I'm coping, I'm actually getting to have a morning break, But my mind is full of thoughts of Rosie and Alessia, Last night we all settled down to watch the Germany-Spain football game, There was some chatter but there was an atmosphere, it wasn't happy like it normally was, Rosie and Alessia sat cuddled up together, they looked smug, it was like they'd just stuck their middle finger up at the rest of us as if to say 'get used to it' After the game I suggested to Lisa we have an early night mainly to get out of the room and have our own space, This morning though when I was going for breakfast Rosie and Alessia were in the kitchen making breakfast, I was told to sit down and was given a full breakfast, they then informed me they would make dinner tonight so we could all have a good chat, I was given a big hug as I left for work, Now I'm at work I'm worried about tonight, I don't want the girls to leave home but that would probably mean they'd be having a relationship in front of us if they stayed, I dearly love my daughter's but I also have to think of their age, Alessia(25)and Rosie(28), Maybe they should leave the nest but I'd be heartbroken, Maybe I'll get the answers tonight. |
| On my way home last night I had mixed feelings, I'd received a message that Ozzy had passed away, what was the atmosphere going to be like at home regarding the girls, I'd had a hard day at work and it was nearly kick off time in the Euro's with the Lionesses taking on Italy, Lisa was first to greet me and led me to the bathroom where a bath awaited me, she washed and soothed me, Ozzy and Black Sabbath music filled the house, Lisa had my England football outfit ready for me, Downstairs we were all in our England shirts, I turned off the music, I had us all sit down with a glass of wine and asked the question, "Tulisa-rose and Alessia are you in a relationship together?", They both said they were, Melissa told them they shouldn't be and end it as they were family, I think they'd rehearsed it and told us if we tried to stop them they'd both leave home, The last thing we wanted was for them to leave home, Myself, Lisa and Melissa retired to the kitchen to discuss the matter, We agreed they could be together as long as their relationship was within the house which also would give us time to decide what to do with them, We told them our decision and they cuddled each other with Alessia saying "just let us be happy", The football started, the wine flowed, the tension began as England were 1-0 down, We scored, it was 1-1, we cheered, I looked over to see Rosie and Alessia kissing each other, They both looked cute together but I was being torn apart inside as they were my daughter's, Lisa was getting angry and told me to concentrate on the football, There was extra time in the football so I went to get some more wine from the kitchen, Melissa followed me and just told me to "stay strong Susie" regarding the girls, The football finished with England winning 2-1 so we were all happy, Rosie and Alessia headed upstairs returning in their nighties, They were making it very clear they were an item holding each others hands or arms around each other, Last night in bed Lisa was very accommodating with me but at the back of my mind reality set in that Rosie and Alessia were accommodating each other. I still had a lot of thinking to do. |
| I've not had a break this morning so I'm just starting an extended lunch break, This is due to a colleague being off through sickness which means I have to do some duties on the shop floor bringing me into contact with the public, I pride myself as a very pretty trans girl but some people know who I am which can often lead to verbal abuse that is very upsetting, As I sit here with my lunch and cuppa I'm calm but getting anxious and stressed, my thoughts of my daughter's, Tulisa-rose and Alessia, It definitely seems that they are in a relationship, At a time like this I need to be talking to Melissa and what we should do, In truth I'm Ok with them being together if it's discreet but at the back of my mind I'm concerned if it became public knowledge, not only that but if the truth came out about who Tulisa-rose really was, That would be devastating for the whole family. |
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